Fml I’ve been stuck at the same weight for SO LONG now and it’s seriously pissing me off. I need to lose another 14 pounds in like just over a month and it’s just not happening and I’m panicking 🙃
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My yoga teacher commented on my weight loss today and I was shook. It’s apparently more noticeable than I thought? It helps I left for 4 months, even though I lost most of my weight over the summer. She was like “you’ve gotten so much skinnier, not that you weren’t before but most people gain weight in college” and I was uncomforatable but also flattered??
Personal ramble bc it’s 2:30am and I can’t sleep. (tw)
Idk if this is just me like wishful thinking or if it’s actually true but I really am starting to feel like I’m losing weight. My clothes are looser (especially jeans/trousers) I can wrap my thumb and index finger around my wrist easily, when I couldn’t before. My collar bones seem more prominent. My tummy feels flatter, even just a little bit. My stomach has definitely shrunk, I can’t eat near the amount of food I once could, dinner today for example, a month ago I could have easily polished off half a large pizza and garlic knots and today I was incredibly full after just two slices and one garlic knot, like almost uncomfortably full. I don’t really get hungry that often, and small portions satisfy me. My skin is clearing up. This might all be in my head but I really feel like after a month of hard work and many mistakes, I’m still starting to see results that aren’t just the number on the scale.
So last night I was Skyping a friend from home and she was like “have you lost weight? Because in your pictures from the masquerade ball you looked amazing” and just WOAH. That’s the first person who’s said something to me and it just hit me like…. I have actually lost weight…. it’s actually happening I’m not just imagining it and…. idk…. it’s really motivating me I guess
Then again, I weighed myself this morning after I ate breakfast, and had a huge meal yesterday so there is the tiniest possibility I could be down half a pound. Either way it’s hardly enough to count but I’m going to only eat dinner tonight (even though I’ve had breakfast) and hope that’s enough to sort of detox after eating too much. I’ll only have diet soda, water, and tea until dinner time.
Fml I’ve been stuck at the same weight for SO LONG now and it’s seriously pissing me off. I need to lose another 14 pounds in like just over a month and it’s just not happening and I’m panicking 🙃
I did a sort of body check yesterday and I want to post pics on here but tbh I’m so scared??? Like I’m still really fat and gross so?? I don’t know I might post the pictures but I’m still unsure. I am finally starting to be able to see changes in my body though from losing weight, small things but I am noticing a difference and it’s making me want to keep going.
I hope my boobs aren’t the first thing to lose weight bc I just bought new super cute bras in march and they were hella expensive…. but they were the last part of me to get bigger when I gained weight so they’re probably going to shrink. I love the feeling of my body shrinking but also I don’t want to have to buy new clothes….
Tw: morning weigh in
I’m still at fucking 178 ugh I don’t know why I can’t break this number and it’s pissing me off. I really want to get down to 170 before July bc my family is visiting from Ireland and my cousin (who is so skinny and perfect) always makes snide comments about my weight and what I eat so to be 20 pounds lighter than the last time I saw her, and to look good for my grandparents would just be such a good feeling, plus then when I go back to Ireland to see them in the fall, I’ll be even smaller and they’ll know that I do have self control and won’t always be a fat cow. Ugh.
Tw morning weigh in
161.5! Would someone pls explain to me how I’m continuing to lose weight while eating like shit bc i am so confused. I am so so so close to my 1st goal weight this is so exciting I might actually reach it in time for christmas??
I just got a call from my grandma, I’m going to spend Easter in Ireland with her and my aunt and uncle and cousins. I’m looking forward to it, but like I need to lose so much more weight before I see them. I’ve really not lost anything since last summer, a few pounds maybe but like nothing significant. This week I’ve been slowly reducing my calorie intake and hopefully I’ll get it to where I want it soon, giving my body time to get used to it. When I’m at home it’s so easy to restrict but now that I’m back at school I’m so hungry all the time and I’m really active and busy and then I feel like everything social revolves around food. Ugh. I need to be at 150 or less by the time I go to Ireland for Easter. It just, has to happen?? It shouldn’t be hard, I have like 2 months almost. I just need to stay strong!